A JOURNEY THROUGH THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL: TRANSFORMING CRISIS INTO CREATIVE POWER
I'm Jacqueline Emma Moseby, AKA Jaxx, a Certified HE(ART) Awakening Coach, Guide, and Mentor.
From navigating 7 million metaphorical Rabbit Holes to being struck by an "Awakening train" and riding seven roller coasters, I write into the tumultuous yet illuminating stages of my Awakening. It launched a powerful business for me and now I get to help you do the same through Awakening modalities and my Signature Processes.
"IMAGINATION BECAME MY PEN OF DESIGN"
I have merged my corporate careers with a unique way of INDIVIDUAL DIFFERENTIATION and Authentic Expression! Through my Awakening I discovered the art of merging the "woo-woo" with the boardroom, infusing my Spiritual Awakening into the corporate hustle.
I’m delighted to offer an interactive experience through my Articles, and creating a Soul’s Quest Journal for you has been a true pleasure! My aim is to provide more than just a article to read. If the content resonates with you and brings about insights, shifts, visions, or memories, I believe you deserve a special space to delve deeper into the topics your soul is guiding you to explore.
At the beginning of each Article, you’ll find soul-searching questions related to the topic of the Article. Use these questions as a starting point to do a self led Coaching Session and dive deep into your Inner work. The Journal is a valuable resource that will help you extract the maximum benefit from the Article content and empower you to address any challenges you may be facing in the present moment.
Information is alive and pulsing with its own Consciousness, resonating with yours.
I’m delighted to offer an interactive experience through my Articles, and creating a Soul’s Quest Journal for you has been a true pleasure! My aim is to provide more than just a article to read. If the content resonates with you and brings about insights, shifts, visions, or memories, I believe you deserve a special space to delve deeper into the topics your soul is guiding you to explore.
At the beginning of each Article, you’ll find soul-searching questions related to the topic of the Article. Use these questions as a starting point to do a self led Coaching Session and dive deep into your Inner work. The Journal is a valuable resource that will help you extract the maximum benefit from the Article content and empower you to address any challenges you may be facing in the present moment.
Information is alive and pulsing with its own Consciousness, resonating with yours.
“THE IMPORTANT THING IS TO NOT STOP QUESTIONING. CURIOSITY HAS ITS OWN REASON FOR EXISTING.“
-Albert Einstein
JOURNAL QUESTIONS:
What old patterns or beliefs are you currently holding onto that may be hindering your personal growth and transformation?
How can you integrate daily mindfulness practices into your life, and what changes do you expect to see as a result?
In what ways do you feel connected to something greater than yourself, and how do you honor that connection in your everyday life?
Reflecting on when you’ve faced challenges or ‘dark nights of the soul,’ what insights have you gained about yourself that you may not have discovered otherwise?
How can the shared human experience of transformation and inner growth provide comfort to you in your personal journey, and are there ways you can contribute to someone else’s journey?
DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL – AWAKENING STAGE 3 – PART 1
FROM TOTAL COLLAPSE WE REBUILD. YOU AWAKEN TO SOMETHING DEEPER...
INTRODUCTION:
The term “Dark Night of the Soul” refers to a phase in one’s personal journey that involves a profound period of self-reflection, existential questioning, and emotional upheaval. It’s a time when the familiar dissolves, leading to a stage of inner turmoil and confusion. This transformational phase, although deeply challenging, holds the potential to unlock enormous creative power. In this exploration, we delve into the essence of the Dark Night, offering insights, shared experiences, and guidance for those who are navigating this tumultuous voyage towards self-discovery and renewed creative energy.
WHAT YOU WILL PONDER:
In this article, you will learn to identify the hallmark symptoms of the “Dark Night of the Soul” and understand its potential causes. We will explore strategies for coping with the emotional discomfort and existential uncertainty that this period can evoke. Furthermore, you will discover how this challenging time can lead to profound personal growth and an awakening of creative energy, providing a roadmap for transformation. Through personal anecdotes and expert insights, we will equip you with the tools needed to turn what may feel like a crisis into a wellspring of inspiration and new beginnings.
MY PERSONAL STORY:
Having a true awakening is having ALL your levels of consciousness disrupted. I will never forget the definite split as I was able to view the two sides of my mind clearly. All the illusions over all my years and the shadows that had always been there. I stared into my own eyes for so long my face disappeared into a world past thought. Walking through the darkest night of your soul is a gift! It is buried so get ready to dig deep. When your soul wakes you up you have a choice at that moment. A choice to master the art of transmutation or return to an unconscious state.
An honest question for you to ask yourself is: Where and why has this turbulence and crisis shown up in my world? I became comfortable with my shadows by being placed in an uncomfortable circumstance. The circumstance was the evidence of the shadows I had to face! The circumstance is the antagonist to the changes you need to make. A picture that comes to mind is when Jake Sully in Avatar catches the great Leonopteryx. He chose to find a way to bond with the most dangerous Leonopteryx of them all. When you integrate your shadows and internal conflict you will have to own and take full responsibility for them. Become a master of your own emotions and your shadows will become your own Leonopteryx.
YOUR GREATEST MAGIC WILL COME IN TIMES OF DARKNESS.
YOUR EXPERIENCE:
I know it feels like you are wandering alone in the desert. On one hand you feel like an innocent child with a spirit of curious wonder and on the other you feel frightened and about to take off! You can feel your current way of surviving is being fully hijacked and compromised. The wilderness of the dark night of the soul! It’s a place to wonder and ponder, and ask questions. I know it can feel scary and strange and lonely but trust me you’re going to look back on this time in awe.
You will be faced with the mirages of your own soul first… See them as illusionary tests and mirrors and they will fade as you pass them and integrate them. The bewilderment will allow for the downloads and guidance to come through. Follow the rabbit holes they will lead you through the desert and into the most incredible oasis you have ever seen and experienced.
Get excited when You feel a definite split between seeing who you were, what you can become. It is like a lightning bolt, that split, that crack is for the liquid gold to come through. The dark night of your soul will present to you how to observe being opened to your blind spots and then how to integrate the two back together as one. There was never any separation to begin with, but our human experience is about the observed view and the peripheral vision of all the minds, programs you carry within yourself.
Spend some time staring into your own eyes. Stare so long that your face disappears into a world past your thoughts and where you can rise above what you think you have known. Your soul has been woken up! It is a stunning process! It’s messy and yet so forgiving, so dark but also so illuminating. You have a choice in each moment from here on as to whether you choose to become a master of resilience, to master the art of transmutation, or return to the lower vibes of this experience.
Forget who you think you have been. Is that not the best News you have ever heard! Lol. The business, the relationship, the lifestyle, the financial wealth you seek is all connected to how you are moving through these stages! Each one brings the most incredible opportunity for you to ascend and transcend so you can ascend to re-discover everything you are. The dark night of the soul will lead you to the brightest parts of the universe!
“The Dark sky helps to see the stars…The dark night of the soul helps us to see the light within.”
– BERT McCOY
As you stand at this crossroads of profound transformation, know that your experience is as unique as you are. You may feel isolated in your struggles, but remember, countless souls walk this path alongside you. Each step into the unknown is a personal quest, a solitary journey towards a collective awakening. This stage, though shrouded in darkness, is a testament to your strength and the deep well of potential that lies within you. Embrace your experience as the cocoon that fosters your imminent metamorphosis. Going through an awakening will grant you the keys to your alchemical process.
How does this contribute to you building wealth, health, success & happiness?
Navigating through the dark night of the soul unravels layers of hidden strengths, a process which can have a profoundly positive impact on both personal and professional areas of your life. Success in business often requires resilience, insight, and adaptability; these are qualities forged in the crucible of introspective challenges. Health is not merely the absence of disease but also the harmony of mind and body, which is enriched through the self-awareness and emotional balance gained from such transformative experiences.
Wealth, too, is a culmination of purposeful actions and smart decisions that arise from clarity of thought — an attribute that the dark night refines within you. And happiness? It becomes a more authentic state, stemming from a place of profound self-realisation and contentment with existence. In essence, moving through this period of awakening can be the catalyst for a life that thrives across the spectra of success, health, wealth, and happiness.
“I am here to guide you to your individual differentiation and your personal revolution!”
“Rising and going through the stages of Awakening can be brutal but it leads you to the paths of success, fulfilment and profound transformations.”
WIDSOM JEMS:
Translate your conflict into wisdom. Create a union with your shadow.
You will change through sparks of inspirational bravery.
You can turn any crisis into a portal of peace from an eagle’s eye view.
Allowing the disruption is how you begin to find your true purpose here!
It will snowball an alchemical process that will teach you how to transcend your shadows.
YOU ARE A PIECE OF ART! This is a time to piece yourself back together in a way that can reset the trajectory of, where you go, what you do, and how you do it forever. It is my Genius to help you gather the pieces of what you have thrown away or not even been conscious about and weave it into a incredible future journey where this place that you are in gets to be the last time that happens.
YOUR SPIRITUAL KEYS:
There are universal keys that resonate on physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual planes. These keys are not just concepts, but actionable insights that align with the wisdom shared in your transformation journey.
The Key of Self-Reflection: – Your journey through the dark night is an invitation to profound introspection. It’s a time to peel back the layers of your identity and confront the truths that lie beneath the surface. This key unlocks a deeper understanding of the self, allowing you to see your motives, fears, and desires with striking clarity.
The Key of Surrender: – Resistance often exacerbates suffering. Embracing the key of surrender teaches you to let go of the need to control life’s outcomes. It asks of you to trust in the flow of life and in your journey, encouraging a humble acceptance of whatever experiences and lessons come your way.
The Key of Resilience: – For the mental dimension, the key is clarity. Achieving a clear, unfettered mind through meditation and mindfulness practices can expand awareness and foster a peaceful state of being, facilitating alignment with higher consciousness.
There are universal keys that resonate on physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual planes. These keys are not just concepts, but actionable insights that align with the wisdom shared in your transformation journey.
The Key of Self-Reflection: – Your journey through the dark night is an invitation to profound introspection. It’s a time to peel back the layers of your identity and confront the truths that lie beneath the surface. This key unlocks a deeper understanding of the self, allowing you to see your motives, fears, and desires with striking clarity.
The Key of Surrender: – Resistance often exacerbates suffering. Embracing the key of surrender teaches you to let go of the need to control life’s outcomes. It asks of you to trust in the flow of life and in your journey, encouraging a humble acceptance of whatever experiences and lessons come your way.
The Key of Resilience: – For the mental dimension, the key is clarity. Achieving a clear, unfettered mind through meditation and mindfulness practices can expand awareness. This fosters a peaceful state of being, facilitating alignment with higher consciousness.
PONDERS AND WONDERS:
As you begin to weave together the disparate threads of your existence, remember that the dark night of the soul is not a pitfall but a portal. It grants us entrance to a reality where we can authentically recreate ourselves, unburdened by the false narratives we’ve clung to for safety. The journey inward is the bravest quest of all, for it requires one to face the entirety of their being – the light and darkness in equal measure.
Trust the process, for it’s within the complexities of our trials that we uncover our truest treasures. May you emerge not unscathed but unshackled, with a newfound understanding of the infinite nature of your spirit. Your reawakening is not just a passage through night to day, but a dance of perpetual becoming, a celebration of the undying resiliency of the human soul.
AWAKENING FITNESS:
When you have had an Awakening so many shifts happen in your mind, body, soul and spirit. Your body changes…Your mind changes…Your soul changes…Your spiritual walk changes… Finding your footing after an Awakening can be overwhelming, with all the changes and fluctuations. You need to get Mindfit, SoulFit, Bodfit, Spiritfit...to align to what you have awakened to.
RABBIT HOLE NAVIGATIONS:
I’d like to emphasise that the most Powerful resource available is your own experience with the Source, with God, in whatever way feels Authentic to you. Engaging personally with the Divine Consciousness allows you to realize who you are, providing you with all the knowledge you need through this connection. It is in the quiet moments, when you simply allow yourself to connect, ask, and enter a state of meditation, that you can commune with your creator. Your heart holds all the answers, and you possess an internal guidance system that is awakening and now requires new training and refinement. This journey involves unlearning old patterns and rediscovering how to feel in new ways!
“The Dark Night of the Soul” by St. John of the Cross: A timeless spiritual classic that delves into the deep phases of spiritual growth and the soul’s journey towards union with the divine. St. John’s poetic and metaphorical language provides a framework for understanding the spiritual crises that lead to enlightenment.
“When Things Fall Apart: Heart Advice for Difficult Times” by Pema Chödrön: This book by revered teacher Pema Chödrön offers compassionate advice and Buddhist wisdom for coping with life’s difficult moments. It’s a soothing guide for embracing change and the growth that comes from personal challenges.
“The Untethered Soul: The Journey Beyond Yourself” by Michael A. Singer: Michael A. Singer’s book provides a modern, contemplative exploration of consciousness, growth, and self-discovery. It guides the reader through the process of letting go of habitual thoughts and emotions that limit one’s growth.
“Shadow Dance: Liberating the Power & Creativity of Your Dark Side” by David Richo: David Richo’s book offers a unique perspective on the shadow self. It focuses on embracing the dark aspects of personality as a source of creativity, integrity, and personal growth. The book provides insight into the transformative power of acknowledging and understanding our darker half.
“Dark Nights of the Soul: A Guide to Finding Your Way Through Life’s Ordeals” by Thomas Moore: Thomas Moore provides an enlightening companion for those traversing their own dark night of the soul. His work delves into the periods of personal crisis that are often markers of a profound inner journey, offering guidance on how to grow through these challenging experiences.
“It’s no use going back to yesterday, because I was a different person then.”
– LEWIS CAROL, ALICE IN WONDERLAND
Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?
“That depends a good deal on where you want to get to?”
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