THE COSMIC BALLET OF LIGHT AND DARK: EXPLORING OUR MISSION THROUGH THE DANCE OF EXISTENCE: RHYTHMS OF THE UNIVERSE
I'm Jacqueline Emma Moseby, AKA Jaxx, a Certified HE(ART) Awakening Coach, Guide, and Mentor.
From navigating 7 million metaphorical Rabbit Holes to being struck by an "Awakening train" and riding seven roller coasters, I write into the tumultuous yet illuminating stages of my Awakening. It launched a powerful business for me and now I get to help you do the same through Awakening modalities and my Signature Processes.
"IMAGINATION BECAME MY PEN OF DESIGN"
I have merged my corporate careers with a unique way of INDIVIDUAL DIFFERENTIATION and Authentic Expression! Through my Awakening I discovered the art of merging the "woo-woo" with the boardroom, infusing my Spiritual Awakening into the corporate hustle.
I’m delighted to offer an interactive experience through my Articles, and creating a Soul’s Quest Journal for you has been a true pleasure! My aim is to provide more than just a article to read. If the content resonates with you and brings about insights, shifts, visions, or memories, I believe you deserve a special space to delve deeper into the topics your soul is guiding you to explore.
At the beginning of each Article, you’ll find soul-searching questions related to the topic of the Article. Use these questions as a starting point to do a self led Coaching Session and dive deep into your Inner work. The Journal is a valuable resource that will help you extract the maximum benefit from the Article content and empower you to address any challenges you may be facing in the present moment.
Information is alive and pulsing with its own Consciousness, resonating with yours.
I’m delighted to offer an interactive experience through my Articles, and creating a Soul’s Quest Journal for you has been a true pleasure! My aim is to provide more than just a article to read. If the content resonates with you and brings about insights, shifts, visions, or memories, I believe you deserve a special space to delve deeper into the topics your soul is guiding you to explore.
At the beginning of each Article, you’ll find soul-searching questions related to the topic of the Article. Use these questions as a starting point to do a self led Coaching Session and dive deep into your Inner work. The Journal is a valuable resource that will help you extract the maximum benefit from the Article content and empower you to address any challenges you may be facing in the present moment.
Information is alive and pulsing with its own Consciousness, resonating with yours.
“THE IMPORTANT THING IS TO NOT STOP QUESTIONING. CURIOSITY HAS ITS OWN REASON FOR EXISTING.“
-Albert Einstein
JOURNAL QUESTIONS:
- Reflect on a moment from your past that seemed insignificant at the time, but in hindsight, appears to have been a pivotal point in your journey. What hidden synchronicities can you uncover from this experience?
- Consider a challenge you’ve recently faced. How has this adversity contributed to your strength and resilience, and what have you learned about yourself in the process?
- In your pursuit of inner peace, what daily practices or moments of introspection have been most beneficial for you, and how have they enhanced your well-being?
- Can you identify any moments of synchronicity in your life that reaffirmed your belief that you were on the right path? Describe that experience and how it impacted your trajectory.
- How has your personal Awakening affected your views on health, success, and happiness, and in what ways have you translated these internal shifts into outward expression?
SOUL EXPANSION -AWAKENING
STAGE 5 – PART 6
CAN YOU CONFRONT THE IDEA THAT WHAT TRIGGERS YOU MIGHT BE A DARKNESS SO DEEPLY BURIED WITHIN YOU THAT YOU WEREN’Y EVEN AWARE OF ITS EXISTENCE?
INTRODUCTION:
Stepping into a journey of self-discovery can often lead one through terrains shrouded in shadow, but it is within these very realms that the potential for profound personal enlightenment lies. This article delves into the delicate dance with darkness—a dance that is not about succumbing to fear or despair, but about engaging with the lesser-seen aspects of our existence to catalyse a powerful Awakening.
With each step into the unknown, we find opportunities to illuminate our paths and emerge with a deeper understanding of our purpose, our universe, and our intrinsic connection to a force of infinite love and creation. Here, we explore the intricate steps of this cosmic dance and the revelations that await those who dare to move rhythmically with their shadows, seeking the light of true self-awareness.
WHAT YOU WILL PONDER:
In the tapestry of this narrative, you will explore the depths of personal transformation through the metaphor of dance. A profound look into the journey of a spiritual awakening and the reconciliation with one’s darker aspects to emerge with a heightened sense of purpose. It delves into the concept that our physical existence and everyday roles are in fact a part of a grander mission, allowing you to understand the uniqueness and significance of your own life’s dance.
Through this exploration, you will discover resources for expansion and expression, gaining insights into how embracing your current state can be an act of fulfilling your highest intentions. You will learn that every moment, every movement, is a step towards the ultimate crescendo—a finale that promises to elevate the consciousness to new heights.
MY PERSONAL STORY:
There are different expressions of life through different forms of dance. The dance, like modern, tap, hip-hop and contemporary. The dance, with whom, you choose to dance with. The dance, with the environment you live in. The dance with the darkness. The dance with universal consciousness. The dance, with the story you wrote when you chose to come here. We choreograph our own steps and moves which for the most part when we are learning to dance are broken hearts, reverse turns, failed plie and pirouettes and moonwalks gone horribly wrong!
We often get stuck in the drama of the rehearsal. An Awakening brings a new paradigm of dance. To dance, be secure and sure of your mission here. To dance with who you truly are. To dance in the form of the original you. To dance without the heaviness of all the interceptions the conditioning and systems cause.
To dance with Universal Consciousness :
to be excited about what you came here to do.
When We don’t understand how to dance or what our unique dance is, and how to fulfill our mission or moves and steps, life can seem like a disaster and that one looks forward to the time of exiting. I felt like this before my awakening. I felt like what is the point anymore of trying to dance. It just ends in some crisis or I just can’t seem to get where I want to go or to achieve the success I want to achieve. It was like I was a professional dancer in my head but trapped in a body that was not built to dance, or maybe the other way round, ha.
From a young age, I was enchanted by dance, immersing myself in every style imaginable. However, my journey was fraught with obstacles. The vaccines of the past, crafted by the same controversial figures as today, triggered an autoimmune response in my sensitive system, complicating my health from an early age. Gifted with a profound sensitivity and psychic abilities, I found myself the target of relentless bullying. My diet exacerbated my health issues, affecting my weight and bloating, which, in turn, eroded my self-esteem and passion for dance. School became an unbearable paradigm, amplifying my struggles. As the pressures of life mounted, my health, heart, and spirit suffered immensely, culminating in the loss of my once fervent passion for dance.
THE DREAM THAT WAS SHATTERED.
Much of this lay beyond my control, rooted in the programming instilled from ages 0 to 7, which now forms the foundational building blocks still manifesting in my adult life. There is a reason I am giving you the backstory to all this so you can understand why when you are awakened how so much is dissolved, restored and how you learn to dance a new dance.
THE “ONES” I CHOSE TO DANCE WITH.
Wow, well relationships have been a painful experience ever since I could remember. It makes sense now, now that I know I am a projector and the reason why I only had like that one person in my life at a time. Being a projector solves almost 98 percent of the why I did this or that in all the relationships I was in. Every relationship was absorbed, truly deeply, and it always ended in the most excruciating end. I participated fully in the dance of love, but honestly, without an awakened mind and awareness they were for the most part very hard lessons to learn.
THE ENVIRONMENT YOU DANCE IN.
Moving every 2 years as a child was both traumatic and to my benefit. I learned that to be uprooted, change, adapt, lose, regain, move-on, was a part of childhood. So as an adult I was in fright and flight and battled to settle anywhere. It is so true that the environment you are in can affect the dance you dance in life.
DANCINE WITH THE DARKNESS.
I have danced with Darkness, Or should we say danced with a darker experience so that I could know, feel, be, an authentic light. Dancing with our shadows is what we came here to do. We came as a collective to change and transmute and raise the vibrations of the low vibrations. We came to play out our own stories and create awareness even through the darkest parts. It says somewhere that even God is giving the dark side a chance to be shown that the dark side will never be stronger or bigger or better than the infinite universe of unconditional love. Nonetheless it’s been given a chance to play out its own story!
DANCING WITH UNIVERSAL CONCIOUSNESS.
Here is why I explained the different dancers I have been through. After all the painful dances I have experienced, the one that has mattered most has been to have one of my very own finales with a spiritual awakening, or it could be a rehearsal for many more to come, lol. It is a cosmic dance that has brought me into a place to understand what it means to be in a flow, in choreographed movements, into an awareness that is at its highest vibrational level. To be returned to the beginning of my childhood abilities and to engage in the connections with the universal source of infinite love.
Before my awakening all the painful dances made me feel like I did not want to be here anymore. I felt trapped and that I felt I would do anything to exit. I wanted to feel more than feeling human, I wanted to experience understanding who I truly was, who I truly am, where I really came from and what I am really here to do. My highest existence. When you understand what you are doing here then you may start to miss what you are doing here if you were to exit before your time, when you have awakened to that level of awareness. When you start to connect with consciousness and you start to understand what you are doing here and the importance of your presence here it changes everything.
Life can become interesting again because you have awakened to that level of awareness and you may feel that you would like to do as much as possible in this body and lifetime and your contribution to the bigger plan. You have awakened to a higher purpose than yourself. The divine plan. You realize the human body is a vehicle to bring in the consciousness of creation or creator of source through you and there is so much you can do with it.
- Are you Fulfilling your mission?
- How do you know you are?
- Are you dancing the dance you want to dance?
If you understand your story you are fulfilling your mission. You are already for filling part of that mission in the story you wrote by being here! You write your contract and one part of that contract is: To appear as a human: it is part of fulfilling the mission!
Your physical appearance is very very unique! You have never existed in your configuration, your signature! The universe has never experienced your shape before ever!
FROM A CREATION POINT OF VIEW.
Having a mission people think that you have to be some great leader, or spiritual leader, to have accomplished this incredible professional dance of life. You could be something more simplistic than a billionaire for example and be fulfilling your mission fully. It can be a mission to simply just be a parent or an artist! You are simply expressing these things for the first time in your way in your experience. It is what the definition of a mission should be. And the mission can be a dance that you dance in a way you have never been able to because you have not had the awareness and awakened consciousness to do so!
Allow yourself to dance right now where you are even though you have all these goals, missions and visions for the future you.
Allow yourself just for a second if that’s all you can manage the relief of feeling that you are right now in this moment fulfilling your mission, your higher purpose and even just your presence to come to this low vibrational world is enough to fulfil such a high, brave, bold, wild, unique mission. Even if you don’t understand it right now, if you’re reading this then you will expand and become aware in ways that will still blow your mind!
Ask and dance the rhythms and questions of your heart and the information will be brought to you in one way or another. Powerful resource is Caroline cory free classes on her website. They are in depth enough to open your mind, exponentially and it will help you dance into the new paradigms that are presenting themselves before you. Maybe join a dance class and re-visit a form of expression you always wanted to express regardless of who, what you are now. We all have stories that dance with both the light and dark parts of this world.
Just know that we do not yet understand that either outcome of what we experience is valid for the transmutation of our world. There are causes and effects that work in ways we are aspiring to understand and grasp.
EVERYTHING IN THE UNIVERSE HAS A RYTHEM, EVERYTHING DANCES
– Maya Angelou
YOUR EXPERIENCE:
Going through an awakening Will prepare you for the finale of what is coming! As you traverse the intricate dance of life, it’s important to recognise that you are not alone in navigating its rhythms. The awakening you’re experiencing may stir a whirlwind of emotions—like a melody that resonates deep within, it can be both tumultuous and enlightening. What you are going through is a profound journey, one that many others have walked before and yet it remains uniquely your own. I see the courage it takes to embrace every step, hear the whispers of your deepest inquiries, and feel the earnest yearning for alignment with your highest purpose. Each twist and turn, each high and low in this dance is a step towards understanding the grand choreography of your existence. Know that your presence, your story, and your dance, in all its shades, matters immensely in the grand canvas of the universe.
How does this contribute to you building wealth,
health, success & happiness?
Working through your awakening and doing this introspective work can be pivotal in building wealth, health, success, and happiness. From a wealth perspective, self-awareness facilitates sound decision-making, paving the way for financial stability and abundance. In terms of health, an aligned consciousness promotes a more harmonious state of being, reducing stress and enhancing overall well-being. Success, a subjective measure, becomes reframed through this experience, allowing you to define it on your terms, by the joy and fulfilment brought by living purposefully. Lastly, this alignment with your higher purpose breeds intrinsic happiness that is undeterred by external circumstances, enriching your life’s tapestry with profound contentment.
“I am here to guide you to your individual differentiation and your personal revolution!”
Rising and going through the stages of Awakening can be brutal but it leads you to the paths of success, fulfilment and profound transformations.
WIDSOM JEMS:
YOU ARE A PIECE OF ART! This is a time to piece yourself back together in a way that can reset the trajectory of, where you go, what you do, and how you do it forever. It is my Genius to help you gather the pieces of what you have thrown away or not even been conscious about and weave it into a incredible future journey where this place that you are in gets to be the last time that happens.
YOUR SPIRITUAL KEYS:
There are universal keys that resonate on physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual planes. These keys are not just concepts, but actionable insights that align with the wisdom shared in your transformation journey.
- The Joy of Self-Expression:
Through my experiences, I discovered the liberating joy of self-expression. As you embrace this key, you’ll find that conveying your thoughts and emotions—whether through art, writing, or conversation—becomes a catalyst for personal growth. Your voice has a unique resonance, and its sound will unlock depths of creativity and confidence that you may not have known you possessed. - Resilience in the Face of Adversity:
My journey has been marked by challenges, each one teaching me the strength of resilience. By sharing in this key, you too will learn to see obstacles as opportunities to become stronger and more adaptable. Such resilience will empower you to persist in your aspirations with tenacity, even under the most daunting circumstances. - Discovering Inner Peace :
One of the most significant keys I’ve uncovered is the pursuit of inner peace. This key is not found in external achievements but in the quiet moments of introspection and meditation. By walking a similar path, you’ll find that inner tranquility is an unshakeable foundation for navigating the highs and lows of life. - The Significance of Synchronicities:
My personal story is sprinkled with moments of synchronicity—seemingly coincidental events that held profound meaning and direction. As you notice and acknowledge these synchronicities in your life, you’ll unlock a sense of alignment with the universe, which will reinforce the belief that you’re on the right path.
There are universal keys that resonate on physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual planes. These keys are not just concepts, but actionable insights that align with the wisdom shared in your transformation journey.
- The Joy of Self-Expression:
Through my experiences, I discovered the liberating joy of self-expression. As you embrace this key, you’ll find that conveying your thoughts and emotions—whether through art, writing, or conversation—becomes a catalyst for personal growth. Your voice has a unique resonance, and its sound will unlock depths of creativity and confidence that you may not have known you possessed. - Resilience in the Face of Adversity:
My journey has been marked by challenges, each one teaching me the strength of resilience. By sharing in this key, you too will learn to see obstacles as opportunities to become stronger and more adaptable. Such resilience will empower you to persist in your aspirations with tenacity, even under the most daunting circumstances. - Discovering Inner Peace :
One of the most significant keys I’ve uncovered is the pursuit of inner peace. This key is not found in external achievements but in the quiet moments of introspection and meditation. By walking a similar path, you’ll find that inner tranquility is an unshakeable foundation for navigating the highs and lows of life. - The Significance of Synchronicities:
My personal story is sprinkled with moments of synchronicity—seemingly coincidental events that held profound meaning and direction. As you notice and acknowledge these synchronicities in your life, you’ll unlock a sense of alignment with the universe, which will reinforce the belief that you’re on the right path.
PONDERS AND WONDERS:
In conclusion, your journey through awakening stirs a symphony of transformation that reverberates through every facet of your being. It is a quest that is both personal and universal, an intimate solo performance that joins the chorus of humanity’s search for meaning. It reminds us that the treasures of wealth, health, success, and happiness are cultivated from within and shared outward. As you stand at the precipice of this evolving self, ponder the strength that has carried you through your own challenges. Reflect on how these experiences have armored you with resilience and wisdom. Think about how your story, with its unique challenges and victories, has shaped you into the multifaceted individual you are today.
Meanwhile, wonder about the synchronicities that have appeared along your path, those serendipitous moments that seemed to hold a deeper message or connection. These may be the universe’s subtle hints, aligning your steps with a larger cosmic dance. What future synchronicities might unfold, and how will you choose to interpret and integrate them into the narrative of your life? In the perpetual ebb and flow of existence, it is your personal story with its invaluable Wisdom JEMS and Spiritual Keys that anchors you to purpose and propels you towards a future replete with potential and peace. Embrace your journey, for it is indeed one-of-a-kind, and carry forward the quiet confidence that your awakening imparts.
AWAKENING FITNESS:
When you have had an Awakening so many shifts happen in your mind, body, soul and spirit. Your body changes…Your mind changes…Your soul changes…Your spiritual walk changes…Finding your footing after an Awakening can be overwhelming, with all the changes and fluctuations. You need to get Mindfit, SoulFit, Bodfit, Spiritfit...To align with what you have Awakened to.
RABBIT HOLE NAVIGATIONS:
I’d like to emphasise that the most Powerful resource available is your own experience with the Source, with God, in whatever way feels Authentic to you. Engaging personally with the Divine Consciousness allows you to realize who you are, providing you with all the knowledge you need through this connection. It is in the quiet moments, when you simply allow yourself to connect, ask, and enter a state of meditation, that you can commune with your creator. Your heart holds all the answers, and you possess an internal guidance system that is awakening and now requires new training and refinement. This journey involves unlearning old patterns and rediscovering how to feel in new ways!
- The Shadow Effect: Illuminating the Hidden Power of Your True Self by Deepak Chopra, Debbie Ford, and Marianne Williamson: This book explores the parts of ourselves that we often deny or reject, known as the shadow. The authors encourage embracing our whole self, including these dark aspects, to achieve a sense of wholeness and balance.
- The Dark Side of the Light Chasers: Reclaiming Your Power, Creativity, Brilliance, and Dreams by Debbie Ford: Ford’s seminal work guides readers through the process of acknowledging and integrating the darker sides of their nature to unlock creative and personal potential.
- Dancing the Dream: The Seven Sacred Paths of Human Transformation by Jamie Sams: Sams presents the idea that life is a dance, with each moment a step toward understanding our relationship with the rhythms of the universe.
- The Universe Has Your Back: Transform Fear to Faith by Gabrielle Bernstein: Bernstein provides insights into the flow of the universe and how to harness it to live a life in alignment with our true purpose, while also addressing the balance between the various forces within us.
- Seat of the Soul by Gary Zukav: In this profound book, Zukav delves into the alignment between the soul and the personality, the light and darkness within us, and how this dance influences our growth and transformations.
- Cosmic Rhythms: The Universal Power of Music by Eileen Day McKusick: Although focused on music, this book shares valuable lessons on the universal rhythms that govern our lives and how to attune ourselves to them for a more harmonious existence.
“It’s no use going back to yesterday, because I was a different person then.”
– LEWIS CAROL, ALICE IN WONDERLAND
Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?
“That depends a good deal on where you want to get to?”
If you’re navigating the experience of your own Soul Expansion, having tasted awakening and are seeking strategic guidance for your rebirth...