SURRENDER TO THE INFINITE: EXPERIENCING THE DISSIPATION OF CONSCIOUS EXPANSION
I'm Jacqueline Emma Moseby, AKA Jaxx, a Certified HE(ART) Awakening Coach, Guide, and Mentor.
From navigating 7 million metaphorical Rabbit Holes to being struck by an "Awakening train" and riding seven roller coasters, I write into the tumultuous yet illuminating stages of my Awakening. It launched a powerful business for me and now I get to help you do the same through Awakening modalities and my Signature Processes.
"IMAGINATION BECAME MY PEN OF DESIGN"
I have merged my corporate careers with a unique way of INDIVIDUAL DIFFERENTIATION and Authentic Expression! Through my Awakening I discovered the art of merging the "woo-woo" with the boardroom, infusing my Spiritual Awakening into the corporate hustle.
I’m delighted to offer an interactive experience through my Articles, and creating a Soul’s Quest Journal for you has been a true pleasure! My aim is to provide more than just a article to read. If the content resonates with you and brings about insights, shifts, visions, or memories, I believe you deserve a special space to delve deeper into the topics your soul is guiding you to explore.
At the beginning of each Article, you’ll find soul-searching questions related to the topic of the Article. Use these questions as a starting point to do a self led Coaching Session and dive deep into your Inner work. The Journal is a valuable resource that will help you extract the maximum benefit from the Article content and empower you to address any challenges you may be facing in the present moment.
Information is alive and pulsing with its own Consciousness, resonating with yours.
I’m delighted to offer an interactive experience through my Articles, and creating a Soul’s Quest Journal for you has been a true pleasure! My aim is to provide more than just a article to read. If the content resonates with you and brings about insights, shifts, visions, or memories, I believe you deserve a special space to delve deeper into the topics your soul is guiding you to explore.
At the beginning of each Article, you’ll find soul-searching questions related to the topic of the Article. Use these questions as a starting point to do a self led Coaching Session and dive deep into your Inner work. The Journal is a valuable resource that will help you extract the maximum benefit from the Article content and empower you to address any challenges you may be facing in the present moment.
Information is alive and pulsing with its own Consciousness, resonating with yours.
“THE IMPORTANT THING IS TO NOT STOP QUESTIONING. CURIOSITY HAS ITS OWN REASON FOR EXISTING.“
-Albert Einstein
JOURNAL QUESTIONS:
- What Harmony Resonates Within Me? Reflect on the keys to awakening you’ve encountered in your journey. Which of these keys resonate most deeply with your personal story, and how have they harmonised with your unique life experiences?
- How Has My Resilience Shaped My Path? Contemplate the moments of resistance and challenge you have faced. How have these instances forged your resilience, and in what ways have they altered the course of your personal evolution?
- Where Does My Authentic Expression Find Its Voice? Examine the environments and situations in which you feel most free to express your true self. How does this authenticity manifest in your daily life, and what impact does it have on your relationships and self-image?
- In What Ways Do I Experience Universal Connectivity? Reflect on the sense of interconnectedness with the broader universe. Can you identify specific instances where you have felt a part of the larger web of existence and how has this sensation influenced your actions and intentions?
- What Creative Forces Spring Forth From My Awakening? Ponder the creative awakenings that have accompanied your spiritual journey. What are the new forms of creativity that are emerging within you, and how do they inspire your ongoing quest for self-discovery and actualisation?
SOUL EXPANSION -AWAKENING
STAGE 5 – PART 7
DISSAPATION IS A FORM OF SELF-SACRIFICE
– ERIK HOFFEr
INTRODUCTION:
As I sat on the sand, I envisioned my body dissipating into multidimensional particles, symbolising how deep this Spiritual Awakening could go, where I experienced a profound sense of expansion and transformation. This experience led me to question the human experience and its inherent search for truth. The Awakening shattered old beliefs and exposed lies, resulting in a brutal yet sensational realisation. It’s a reflection on the continuous cycle of expansion and dissipation that accompanies each new level of Consciousness and Awakening.
WHAT YOU WILL PONDER:
In this exploration, you will learn that awakening is more than just an ephemeral moment of clarity; it is an enduring journey into the deepest recesses of your soul. You’ll uncover the significance of dissipation as an essential phase of growth, where old definitions of self are shed to reveal a more authentic form. You’ll be guided through recognizing the illusions that restrict spiritual progress and be empowered to break free from them. Discover how to harness your inherent urge for truth, to navigate and transcend the old paradigms that no longer serve you.
This article takes you through the steps of embracing the darkness as a precursory to the light, seeing it not as an adversary but an invaluable teacher. You will understand that your soul’s true expression is a symphony of ever-evolving tones, each awakening and dissipating guiding you to a new frontier—your personal paradise of newness. Here, in your rebirth, you’ll learn to RELEASE, EXPLORE, EXPAND, EXPRESS, and EXECUTE—the mantras of your metamorphosis.
MY PERSONAL STORY:
I will never forget the day that all I wanted to do was go and sit on the beach to hear the weights of the waves crashing and feel the damp and coolish sand under my feet, just waiting for that first sunlight to hit my skin. My world had expanded to such a degree that I craved these moments to hold the space for it all and to absorb it and embody it. As I closed my eyes this incredible vision appeared of my entire body becoming particles that started to dissipate. I can’t explain to you how multidimensional these particles were. They had thousands of different elements to them.
It was like everything had expanded so much that it had to become a dissipation, a different form. I wanted to stay here forever observing such a vision. I lost hours that day and I felt almost sad to return to a human state of being. A small part of me longed to expand to another universe! There has always been something about this human experience that has felt unnatural. We were created with this insatiable hunger for the truth which would imply that there was one to seek in the first place.
My awakening expanded my body, mind, spirit from my old paradigm, from the old belief systems and shattered so many illusions and exposed so many lies! It was a brutal reckoning and awakening however I would not have it any other way. It was sensational and to “Wake Up” is one of the most diabolical and fascinating phenomenon’s! Every layer of Consciousness I rise through I dissipate. Every time I expand I have to dissipate. Every time I Wake up to a new level there is a new level of dissipation.
IMAGINATION IS NOT USED TO ESCAPE REALITY, IT IS USED TO CREATE IT.
– Collin Wilson
YOUR EXPERIENCE:
As you embark on the journey of self-discovery and awakening, you witness a profound transformation unfold before your very eyes. The world that once appeared rigid and unforgiving in its three-dimensional reality now seamlessly merges with a virtual realm of infinite possibilities overnight. It’s a truly magical yet simultaneously poignant experience. In this moment, you find yourself surrendering to the inevitable, realising there is no escape, no place to hide, and no room for denial. The truth just is. Every particle of your being undergoes a profound metamorphosis, as if each atom and molecule within you is being reshaped and redefined.
You can sense that the path ahead will be different, marked by a newfound sense of liberation and relief as the old version of yourself dissipates. And in this magnificent process, your awakening becomes your bloom, a radiant manifestation of your true essence. So, with an open heart and an embracing spirit, you simply let go and allow yourself to gracefully dissipate into the infinite possibilities that lie ahead. You simply expand while you dissipate. Dissipate into the surrender of this moment you have found yourself in. Surrender Beautiful! Your Awakening is your bloom! You’ve been gifted with a PARADISE OF NEWNESS, a blank canvas if you will.
RELEASE! EXPLORE! EXPAND! EXPRESS! EXECUTE!
Allow Every area of your life will be baptised in a purity that’s potent and you will rebirth in a way where you will love the darkness you have just walked through! YOUR SOUL wants to meet the true Expression of who you are now! You understand you are here to do your inner work and transmute the dark experiences so you can be a contribution to the formula of transformation on the planet energetically! Understand there is a beyond you to get to, imagine…
You are the wildest IMAGINATION!
IMAGINE:
Imagine standing at the edge of the ocean during twilight. As the sky begins to blend hues of purples and blues, you close your eyes and feel the cool breeze dance across your skin. In the stillness, you sense your physical form starting to dissolve, like grains of sand being gently carried away by the wind. Every breath deepens the sensation of particles separating, breaking free from the confines of your body and merging with the expansive universe. Though you are dissipating, you don’t feel a loss; instead, there’s a profound connection—a sensation that you are becoming one with everything around you. Shapes, colours, and sounds all blend into a cosmic symphony, leaving you floating in an infinite realm of pure existence and boundless potential.
How does this contribute to you building wealth,
health, success & happiness?
The metaphysical awakening detailed in my personal story transcends the esoteric and has real-world implications for creating wealth, health, success, and happiness. When you dismantle old paradigms and shed your former self, it’s akin to clearing a plot of land before laying new foundations. This freshly tilled ground is fertile for planting seeds of prosperity. By embracing RECEIVE, EMBODY, INTEGRATE, and MANIFEST, you open yourself to opportunities that were previously obscured by outdated beliefs. Wealth is not just a factor of monetary gain but an abundance of experiences that enrich life.
Similarly, health becomes holistic, encompassing mental and spiritual wellbeing, not just the physical. Success is redefined on your terms, becoming a journey of meaningful milestones that resonate with your true self. Lastly, happiness is the natural byproduct of this harmony, the joyous celebration of living authentically. Thus, embracing your awakening can set in motion the forces needed to attract and cultivate a life of abundance in all its forms.
“I am here to guide you to your individual differentiation and your personal revolution!”
Rising and going through the stages of Awakening can be brutal but it leads you to the paths of success, fulfilment and profound transformations.
WIDSOM JEMS:
YOU ARE A PIECE OF ART! This is a time to piece yourself back together in a way that can reset the trajectory of, where you go, what you do, and how you do it forever. It is my Genius to help you gather the pieces of what you have thrown away or not even been conscious about and weave it into a incredible future journey where this place that you are in gets to be the last time that happens.
YOUR SPIRITUAL KEYS:
There are universal keys that resonate on physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual planes. These keys are not just concepts, but actionable insights that align with the wisdom shared in your transformation journey.
- Key of Inner Harmony: Going through a transformative awakening, much like the one described, unlocks the key of inner harmony, enabling you to achieve a profound sense of peace and balance within your soul. This harmonious state affirms your place in the cosmos and fosters a tranquil mindset that is crucial for personal growth and fulfilment.
- Key of Resilience: As you navigate the tumultuous waters of change, you forge an unyielding resilience. This key empowers you to withstand life’s challenges with grace, recognising that each obstacle is an opportunity to learn, grow, and evolve into a more robust version of yourself.
- Key of Authentic Expression: The journey through metamorphosis grants you the key to authentic expression. It allows you to cast aside the masks and societal expectations, presenting your true self to the world without fear or reservation. Celebrate your individuality and let your authentic voice be heard.
- Key of Universal Connectivity: Your personal story of awakening aligns you with the key of universal connectivity, deepening your relationship with the world around you. You begin to sense the interconnectedness of all beings and understand how your actions ripple across the web of life, reinforcing the importance of living with intention and love.
- Key of Intuitive Wisdom: With each layer of awakening, you unlock greater depths of intuitive wisdom. This key helps you to rely on inner guidance, merging intellect with instinct to navigate your journey. It becomes less about seeking wisdom externally and more about trusting the knowledge that resides within.
- Key of Abundant Creativity: The rebirth into a higher consciousness unleashes the key of abundant creativity. Freed from former constraints, your mind expands to explore new realms of thought and imagination. Innovation and artistic expression flow boundlessly, enriching every aspect of your life.
There are universal keys that resonate on physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual planes. These keys are not just concepts, but actionable insights that align with the wisdom shared in your transformation journey.
- Key of Inner Harmony:
Going through a transformative awakening, much like the one described, unlocks the key of inner harmony, enabling you to achieve a profound sense of peace and balance within your soul. This harmonious state affirms your place in the cosmos and fosters a tranquil mindset that is crucial for personal growth and fulfilment. - Key of Resilience:
As you navigate the tumultuous waters of change, you forge an unyielding resilience. This key empowers you to withstand life’s challenges with grace, recognising that each obstacle is an opportunity to learn, grow, and evolve into a more robust version of yourself. - Key of Authentic Expression:
The journey through metamorphosis grants you the key to authentic expression. It allows you to cast aside the masks and societal expectations, presenting your true self to the world without fear or reservation. Celebrate your individuality and let your authentic voice be heard. - Key of Universal Connectivity:
Your personal story of awakening aligns you with the key of universal connectivity, deepening your relationship with the world around you. You begin to sense the interconnectedness of all beings and understand how your actions ripple across the web of life, reinforcing the importance of living with intention and love. - Key of Intuitive Wisdom:
With each layer of awakening, you unlock greater depths of intuitive wisdom. This key helps you to rely on inner guidance, merging intellect with instinct to navigate your journey. It becomes less about seeking wisdom externally and more about trusting the knowledge that resides within. - Key of Abundant Creativity:
The rebirth into a higher consciousness unleashes the key of abundant creativity. Freed from former constraints, your mind expands to explore new realms of thought and imagination. Innovation and artistic expression flow boundlessly, enriching every aspect of your life.
PONDERS AND WONDERS:
As you continue to navigate through this journey of awakening and dissipation, you are left with a profound question: If each expansion demands a dissolution, what does it truly mean to exist in this ever-changing state? Perhaps, in embracing the cycles of growth and dissolution, you find the essence of your true self—ever-evolving, ever-expanding, and ultimately, ever-becoming.
AWAKENING FITNESS:
When you have had an Awakening so many shifts happen in your mind, body, soul and spirit. Your body changes…Your mind changes…Your soul changes…Your spiritual walk changes… Finding your footing after an Awakening can be overwhelming, with all the changes and fluctuations. You need to get Mindfit, SoulFit, Bodfit, Spiritfit...To align with what you have Awakened to.
RABBIT HOLE NAVIGATIONS:
I’d like to emphasise that the most Powerful resource available is your own experience with the Source, with God, in whatever way feels Authentic to you. Engaging personally with the Divine Consciousness allows you to realize who you are, providing you with all the knowledge you need through this connection. It is in the quiet moments, when you simply allow yourself to connect, ask, and enter a state of meditation, that you can commune with your creator. Your heart holds all the answers, and you possess an internal guidance system that is awakening and now requires new training and refinement. This journey involves unlearning old patterns and rediscovering how to feel in new ways!
- Unleash Your Imagination: Transform Your Life: by Dennis Kleidon
- The Field: The Quest for the Secret Force of the Universe by Lynne McTaggart: McTaggart’s examination of the zero-point field and the interconnectedness of all things in the universe provides a compelling argument for the potential of human consciousness to influence the physical world, thereby expanding into new realms of being.
- Something Deeply Hidden: by Sean Carroll
- The Biggest Ideas in the Universe: by Sean Carroll
- Deep Down Things: The Breathtaking Beauty of Particle Physics Illustrated Edition by Bruce A. Schumm
- The Physics of Consciousness: In the Quantum Field, Minerals, Plants, Animals and Human: Ivan Antic
“It’s no use going back to yesterday, because I was a different person then.”
– LEWIS CAROL, ALICE IN WONDERLAND
Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?
“That depends a good deal on where you want to get to?”
If you’re navigating the experience of your own Soul Expansion, having tasted awakening and are seeking strategic guidance for your rebirth...