EMBRACING THE AWAKENING: TRANSFORMING RAGE INTO SACRED ENERGY
I'm Jacqueline Emma Moseby, AKA Jaxx, a Certified HE(ART) Awakening Coach, Guide, and Mentor.
From navigating 7 million metaphorical Rabbit Holes to being struck by an "Awakening train" and riding seven roller coasters, I write into the tumultuous yet illuminating stages of my Awakening. It launched a powerful business for me and now I get to help you do the same through Awakening modalities and my Signature Processes.
"IMAGINATION BECAME MY PEN OF DESIGN"
I have merged my corporate careers with a unique way of INDIVIDUAL DIFFERENTIATION and Authentic Expression! Through my Awakening I discovered the art of merging the "woo-woo" with the boardroom, infusing my Spiritual Awakening into the corporate hustle.
I’m delighted to offer an interactive experience through my Articles, and creating a Soul’s Quest Journal for you has been a true pleasure! My aim is to provide more than just a article to read. If the content resonates with you and brings about insights, shifts, visions, or memories, I believe you deserve a special space to delve deeper into the topics your soul is guiding you to explore.
At the beginning of each Article, you’ll find soul-searching questions related to the topic of the Article. Use these questions as a starting point to do a self led Coaching Session and dive deep into your Inner work. The Journal is a valuable resource that will help you extract the maximum benefit from the Article content and empower you to address any challenges you may be facing in the present moment.
Information is alive and pulsing with its own Consciousness, resonating with yours.
I’m delighted to offer an interactive experience through my Articles, and creating a Soul’s Quest Journal for you has been a true pleasure! My aim is to provide more than just a article to read. If the content resonates with you and brings about insights, shifts, visions, or memories, I believe you deserve a special space to delve deeper into the topics your soul is guiding you to explore.
At the beginning of each Article, you’ll find soul-searching questions related to the topic of the Article. Use these questions as a starting point to do a self led Coaching Session and dive deep into your Inner work. The Journal is a valuable resource that will help you extract the maximum benefit from the Article content and empower you to address any challenges you may be facing in the present moment.
Information is alive and pulsing with its own Consciousness, resonating with yours.
“THE IMPORTANT THING IS TO NOT STOP QUESTIONING. CURIOSITY HAS ITS OWN REASON FOR EXISTING.“
-Albert Einstein
JOURNAL QUESTIONS:
- In what ways have you experienced sacred rage in your life, and how has it impacted your personal awakening or transformation?
- How can you more constructively channel the energy of your emotions, particularly anger, to bring about positive change in your life?
- Reflect on a past experience where embracing your pain led to growth. What did you learn about yourself through that process?
- How can the practice of transforming your pain into art help you in reconciling with—and even celebrating—your darker moments or qualities?
- What are the archetypes within you that you’ve discovered during your awakening? How can acknowledging these archetypes guide you into the next chapter of your life?
VOID – AWAKENING
STAGE 2 – PART 5
“Do not pretend to be a quiet storm, your soul is intense and raging, passionate, dramatic, on its way to wisdom. It’s not always a soft whisper but a scream.”
INTRODUCTION:
In your quest for understanding yourself, we often encounter moments that push us to the brink, where our emotions surge like tumultuous waves against the shores of our being. It is within these intense crescendos of feeling that we discover not just the depths of our despair, but the heights of our Spirit’s capability for healing and transcendence. The path of Awakening is not one paved with only light and joy but is also shadowed by moments of profound rage and sadness. Explore the complex tapestry of emotions that accompany the Spiritual Awakening process, emphasising the transformative power of what we may initially perceive as negative emotions.
Through a deeply personal narrative, we uncover the significance of these emotions, not as obstacles to be feared or avoided, but as essential elements of our growth and evolution. Sacred rage and Divine grief carve the pathway to a deeper understanding of our true selves.
WHAT YOU WILL PONDER:
In this article, you will discover the often-overlooked wisdom within rage and learn strategies to channel this intense emotion into a catalyst for personal empowerment. We will explore the historical context of rage as a tool for change, unravel the physiological and psychological effects of anger, and provide practical techniques for mindfully acknowledging and transforming rage into a source of sacred energy. Explore the knowledge to reclaim your inner power and use it to manifest positive life shifts.
The rage that comes in the midst of your awakening is sacred.
- Your grief is a holy gift!
- Your full spectrum depths that you are taken to hold your greatest power.
- Grieving all the loss is something I employ you not to skip.
- A sign the soul is awake, is that it is outraged!
“There is a rage that limits us and a rage that LIBERATES US.“
MY PERSONAL STORY:
This is what I felt in the Void during some of the days as I was awakening. I fell to my knees often, just screaming up to the heavens, out to the universe, why were our memories wiped? Why have I been veiled to such a degree? Why have we lost all our powers? The question list got longer and longer as I drifted into exploring this rage!
I lay on the floor, because I didn’t even feel worthy of a bed, and to just try to feel that there was something, anything that would hold me in these moments of such hopelessness. My whole life was reduced into this window of losing everything and like this absolute rage that palpated through my veins as to how I got here, why, looping questions, I could not go on like this nor did I know where to start from here!
My careers and jobs had been exhausted! Going back to anything I once did was going to land me up in hospital. Any romantic relationships were disasters. There was nowhere I felt I could live and be happy. The parties and drinking and drugging were over. The subtle directionless and over driven hustle life could not go on. The friends that I could not trust had to go, The money was non-existent. I would walk for miles down a quiet beach to find a place I could let these screams go, to release the rage out of me the way they it needed to.
How could I ever trust myself, my decisions, my intuition, or anyone else again? I constantly questioned. Just when my life seemed to have diminished to almost nothing, the dawn of my awakening emerged! It felt like a remarkable phenomenon occurring within me, unlike anything I had experienced before. Spirit showed me my life as though I had died and come back or like I had snapped out of reality and had become an eagle to see it from that perspective for a moment.
“I experienced a life review while I was still alive, and Peter Maxwell Slattery elucidated this concept exceptionally well. I would like to share his explanation.”
PETER MAXWELL SLATTERY
“I will explain this : That when you’ve been to other worlds, had an out of body experiences and what have you, where some of these things are like life reviews where it’s like everything from every point of view ever is, is experienced simultaneously.
There’s no linear mind reference for that. But you can experience everything good and bad that you ever did from everyone’s else’s point of view. And then you can even travel in those states of consciousness, the essence for with your soul beyond the physical vessel, if it is in our body type of extreme experience or astral experience. What happens is when you come back to the body, the way I quote This reality is it’s like this reality is underwater, with how dense it is. When you’re in those states it is so free.
Your extension of yourself is far beyond. So now here, our light body goes right out around, even though we might not be able to see it in the visible light spectrum with the spectrum that it’s actually in. But when you come back to physical form, it is so heavy here. And it’s not our natural state. And even the star seat states are not our natural state. Even if you are a Paleidian or a Syrian, or an Orion, or an arcturian an Andromedin and the list goes on and on. That’s not your natural state either. That’s the identification game.
But they are there to work with, to commune with but them and the Angelics or the avatars and masters. You don’t want anything else as your middleman. You want them to be the greater family and just like your real family, you can take their advice, don’t take their advice, you can be there for support, they can be there to support you. But ultimately, we want our own experience to commune with the divine which is inside each and every single one of us which we are all a part of.
I GOT A LIFE REVIEW WHILE I WAS STILL ALIVE!
I felt almost redeemed and my rage became so sacred to me, and in that moment I was offered the opportunity to find myself again, in her truest form, never like before. To find my true purpose, to build with a foundation that was real, open, sustainable, and worthy and successful, and clean and bright and to find my magnificent feminine and forms of energy.
I was touched daily by the guidance that was in me all along, I just had not learnt to listen to it with the right senses. I was guided daily to unpack the years of misunderstandings, bad decisions and traumas and that left me to become more excited about life, finding what being happy really was, to be content, to have peace even in the cruelest of circumstances.
I have different eyes now towards life, towards death towards humans and the meaning of life itself. From here you can learn to be perfect imperfectly and now when you scream it’s because its healthy too and life can still get intense and there are always going to be things going on in this world that are so dark, and you will always have a sacred rage towards those things and stand strong for people and causes where it’s needed and applicable.
There are things we have not consented to. There are things that are not ok and for that we can all hold a sacred rage! Curate diplomacy not war. We cannot have the light without the darkness and it is a tough experience to have and to understand because we came here to experience everything that we are not, because where we come from there is no 3D low vibrational frequencies, as far as I know anyway.
Your scared rage gives you the courage to go into the dark and scary places! You can reach others with the knowledge and wisdom they need for that time. Let your rage become sacred through this awakening process, to be trained, to be prepared, to be educated, to be compassionate, to be available for those out there that are still suffering under things we cannot even imagine, and for those who are willing to make a difference and to change the collective outcome by changing ourselves first.
Do what you need to! Let go! Let those screams out! Grab a bunch of old plates and smash them against some walls! Get a baseball bat and set up a bashing room! Go to the beach at dawn and let the waves catch your cords! You are half animal, half human, that polite and absolutely controlled and contained and perfect persona is pure suppression! You were built with the possibility to have the emotion for a reason! Going through an awakening will grant you permission to tap into the keys of the sacred rage!
“YOU CANNOT BREAK WHEN YOU HAVE FOUND STRENGTH IN
YOUR OWN DESTRUCTION.”
– RAVENNOLF
YOUR EXPERIENCE:
As you stand at the precipice of this monumental shift within your being, know deeply that you are seen, you are heard, and your experiences resonate with more hearts than you can imagine. There is a collective empathy that cradles your journey, acknowledging the courage it takes to face the depths of one’s soul. I feel the tremors of your awakening as if they were my own, and hear the echoes of your screams that have been tossed into the void. You are not alone. Together, we tread the path of rediscovery, a journey not just of self-transformation but also of collective healing.
Your sacred rage is a catalyst for change, an acknowledgement of all that is unjust, not just within but in the wider world we inhabit. Embrace your humanity, your primal authenticity; let it be your guide to the sanctuary of understanding and the peace that comes with true acceptance. Know that your voice, your story, and your truth hold immense power. They serve as beacons for others navigating their own tumultuous seas, searching for the harbor of their own reawakening.
How does this contribute to you building wealth,
health, success & happiness?
This transformative experience of awakening, with its raw emotions and sacred rage, can significantly contribute to your journey toward wealth, health, success, and happiness in several profound ways. On a personal level, embracing your awakening equips you with self-awareness and emotional resilience, which can lead to healthier relationships and better decision-making.
Professionally, this newfound clarity and sense of purpose can drive you to seek opportunities aligned with your values, fostering genuine success and job satisfaction. Financially, a clear understanding of what truly matters can guide you to invest in avenues that are not only profitable but also meaningful. Lastly, the liberation of embracing your entire self—both the light and dark—cultivates an inner happiness that is grounded in acceptance and self-love, which radiates outward, impacting every aspect of your life.
“ I am here to guide you to your individual differentiation and your personal revolution!”
“Rising and going through the stages of Awakening can be brutal but it leads you to the paths of success, fulfilment and profound transformations.”
WIDSOM JEMS:
YOU ARE A PIECE OF ART! This is a time to piece yourself back together in a way that can reset the trajectory of, where you go, what you do, and how you do it forever. It is my Genius to help you gather the pieces of what you have thrown away or not even been conscious about and weave it into a incredible future journey where this place that you are in gets to be the last time that happens.
YOUR SPIRITUAL KEYS:
There are universal keys that resonate on physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual planes. These keys are not just concepts, but actionable insights that align with the wisdom shared in your transformation journey.
- The Key of Self-Compassion:
– Facing your shadow and harnessing your sacred rage opens the door to profound self-compassion. This key is a reminder that gentleness with oneself is crucial during awakening, as it facilitates healing and personal acceptance, creating space for limitless growth and understanding. - The Key of Interconnectedness:
– The journey inward reveals the intricate web of life, illustrating how deeply connected we are to each other and the universe. By unlocking this key, you will recognise the ripple effects of your thoughts and actions, instilling in you a sense of responsibility and a desire to contribute positively to the collective consciousness. - The Key of Purposeful Existence:
– Through critical self-reflection and emotional exploration, you will discover the key that aligns you with your higher calling. This crystallisation of purpose is the ultimate gift of doing the inner work, guiding you towards a life that is not only successful in traditional senses but also rich with meaning and direction.
There are universal keys that resonate on physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual planes. These keys are not just concepts, but actionable insights that align with the wisdom shared in your transformation journey.
- The Key of Self-Compassion:
– Facing your shadow and harnessing your sacred rage opens the door to profound self-compassion. This key is a reminder that gentleness with oneself is crucial during awakening, as it facilitates healing and personal acceptance, creating space for limitless growth and understanding. - The Key of Interconnectedness:
– The journey inward reveals the intricate web of life, illustrating how deeply connected we are to each other and the universe. By unlocking this key, you will recognise the ripple effects of your thoughts and actions, instilling in you a sense of responsibility and a desire to contribute positively to the collective consciousness. - The Key of Purposeful Existence:
– Through critical self-reflection and emotional exploration, you will discover the key that aligns you with your higher calling. This crystallisation of purpose is the ultimate gift of doing the inner work, guiding you towards a life that is not only successful in traditional senses but also rich with meaning and direction.
PONDERS AND WONDERS:
The journey through awakening is tumultuous, fraught with the crumbling of old self-concepts and the birthing pains of a new consciousness. Embracing the sacred rage—the catalyst for deep transformation—we learn that our deepest sorrows are often the seeds of our greatest growth. Let us honor our process, understanding that in the fires of our darkest moments, we are forged anew.
As we piece together the fractured parts of our being, we find that the masterpiece we create is not just art but the profound revelation of our true selves. And thus, each scream, each moment of despair, becomes the chisel by which we sculpt our future, a future not of shackles, but of wings unfurled. This is our odyssey, a canvas where every stroke of pain is transmuted into a tapestry of wisdom, strength, and radiant authenticity.
AWAKENING FITNESS:
When you have had an Awakening so many shifts happen in your mind, body, soul and spirit. Your body changes…Your mind changes…Your soul changes…Your spiritual walk changes…Finding your footing after an Awakening can be overwhelming, with all the changes and fluctuations. You need to get Mindfit, SoulFit, Bodfit, Spiritfit...to align to what you have Awakened to.
RABBIT HOLE NAVIGATIONS:
I’d like to emphasise that the most Powerful resource available is your own experience with the Source, with God, in whatever way feels Authentic to you. Engaging personally with the Divine Consciousness allows you to realize who you are, providing you with all the knowledge you need through this connection. It is in the quiet moments, when you simply allow yourself to connect, ask, and enter a state of meditation, that you can commune with your creator. Your heart holds all the answers, and you possess an internal guidance system that is awakening and now requires new training and refinement. This journey involves unlearning old patterns and rediscovering how to feel in new ways!
- “The Dark Side of the Light Chasers” by Debbie Ford – This work explores the concept of embracing one’s shadow, including the darker emotions such as anger, to uncover the gifts that lie within our deepest wounds.
- “When Things Fall Apart: Heart Advice for Difficult Times” by Pema Chödrön – Pema Chödrön offers compassionate advice and wisdom for times of upheaval and helps the reader learn how to embrace their experiences, including their rage, to bring about personal growth.
- “Awakening the Heroes Within: Twelve Archetypes to Help Us Find Ourselves and Transform Our World” by Carol S. Pearson – Pearson’s book helps readers identify the archetypal heroes that reside within and harness their power for personal development and societal transformation.
- “The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind, and Body in the Healing of Trauma” by Bessel van der Kolk – This seminal book delves into how trauma manifests in both the body and mind, and how engaging with our emotions, including rage, can lead to healing and awakening.
- “Rage Becomes Her: The Power of Women’s Anger” by Soraya Chemaly – While focusing particularly on women’s anger, this book dives into the societal implications of rage and its potential as a source of empowerment and social change.
“It’s no use going back to yesterday, because I was a different person then.”
– LEWIS CAROL, ALICE IN WONDERLAND
Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?
“That depends a good deal on where you want to get to?”
If you’re experiencing the depths of Void, having tasted awakening and seeking strategic guidance for your rebirth.